Aug 26, 2012


I apologize for my lack of posts recently.  The sad truth is, there hasn't been anything for me to post.  My job has been more stressful than it ever has before and my kink life is currently in a low point.  Of course, as you've read, I recently purchased a couple of new toys for myself.  One of those toys was a gas mask.

I have only recently gotten more acquainted with gas masks.  In fact, before this past year I had only been in the most basic of gas masks, the Russian GP-5 gas mask.  While a gas mask can help with the obvious task of breath control, it has some other perks.  One of those perks is the ability to help separate the sub from the outside world and keep him in his own.  To truly complete the effect, it helps to block eye site.  Well that can be an annoying task with a gas mask.  There are some options that are easy, like covering the eyes with a bandana, which isn't the most attractive option, or covering the lenses with tape, which makes returning eye site and taking it away again much more difficult.  For these reasons, I came up with my own solution.

I cut out a circular piece of card stock with a cut from the outer edge to the center.  Rolling the circular sheet into a shallow cone gives it a slight spring-like quality, which holds it in place inside the recess of the lens.  After I tested the concept, tweaked it a little, and found that it worked, I just needed to find a more durable material that was still thin enough to work.  A simple 50¢ pocket folder, courtesy of just about any store that sells school supplies, was perfect.  Here are the results:

Aug 11, 2012

New Steel :)

So I finally have a worthwhile chastity device!  Meet my new Steelworxx Crossfire!  It even has a removable urethral insert!  Thanks to my friend Qosh for the help!

Aug 10, 2012

New Rubber :)

I've recently acquired a couple new rubber items.  The gas mask got its first real use last night.  I can't wait to spend some quality time in my new rubber shirt.  Maybe my first MIR is on the horizon? ;)

Aug 3, 2012

Kink & Company: The True Joy

As I dive deeper into this world, I'm beginning to realize exactly how big a part of me my kink interests really are.  So much, in fact, that I consider it less of a set of my kink interests, and more of my ’kink life’.

There has undoubtedly been a change in who I am over the last year.  In those months, I've seen the five largest kink experiences of my life; all of which have been surprisingly revealing to me. With every trip I take, I not only learn more about the community and the lifestyle, but about myself as well.  Sure, I've learned a lot about my submissive side, as well as discovering new interests and kinks, but there's so much more than that.  My dive into the kink world has revealed to me a lot about who I am.

Even though my kinky life is kept separate from my "vanilla" social life, I've come to the realization that my kinky life is the stronger of the two.  With my kink interests being such a large part of me, I've found that my relationships with my kinky friends are stronger than those of many of my "vanilla" friends.  Having such a big part of me in common with my kinky friends, it makes sense that this is the case.  I'm also learning that the more I get to know these amazing guys, the more our common interests strengthen our relationships outside of the kink community.  These guys are so much more than just kinky friends that I play with... They're my true friends.  A kinky family, if you will.  I think back on my recent trips and see that they have been the best times of my life, not because of the kink, but because of the company.  And that, my readers, is why it's so hard to leave after my time with them.  It's the true joy behind the kink.