Jun 7, 2013

A Deeper Look at Chastity

For a little while now, I’ve had my mind on chastity again. My interest in chastity has never waned, but my involvement in it has. I find that there are several reasons for this. For starters, the comfort levels have never been quite where I wanted them to be. I’m sure a number of you are reading this and thinking, “Comfort? Your comfort doesn’t matter!”. Well that’s not entirely true. If you want to be able to ‘live’ in chastity, there needs to be a certain level of comfort. When it comes to a chastity device, there are many things that can affect how comfortable it is. Is the tube or “cage” the right size? Is the ring the right size? How easy is it to urinate in it? Is it too heavy, causing it to pull down? How regularly does it have to be adjusted? And so on...

This is the largest reason I have distanced myself from wearing a chastity device in recent months. The devices I own are both metal. One is heavy enough to almost slip right off in the shower, the other is open enough to make pulling out, getting off, and sliding back in as easy as it was to type this sentence. During these last few months, I’ve let thoughts of purchasing a plastic device cross my mind on more than one occasion. The problem was that I didn’t care for the popular “cb” range of devices. I was also well aware that it is extremely easy for me to slide right out of any of the silicone devices. Fortunately for me, there was a new device on the market, with a somewhat different spin on the ‘ball-trap’ style design. I decided to take the plunge and try this new device, called the “Holy Trainer” (Yea, not crazy about the name).

It arrived just before I had to leave for work the other day, so I had to wait until I got home to try it out. I had heard so many great things about how comfortable it was, so I figured the best test was to stay locked overnight to see how it went. I was quite pleased the next morning after having the most comfortable night in chastity that I had ever had. The next day, I tested the device further by wearing it to work. It cause no problems or discomfort throughout the entire shift. After hearing all of the wonderful things I had to say about this new device, the boy that I am currently key-holding for online decided he wanted a piece of the action. Over the course of just hours, suggestions from him to push my endurance evolved into full control. I still haven’t removed the cage since I first put it on. We’ve come to an agreement. Aside from bondage play and trips, I am to remain locked at all times. This is going to prove to be a very interesting journey for me.

As you may already know, my longest lock up was 13 days. While going so long without access to my own dick was torturous, I wanted to push myself to see if I could take it. I find the same thing is happening to me now. I’m curious about how long I can live in a chastity device. By this, I don’t mean a solid lock up. Long term constant lock-ups have never really interested me personally. Being locked long term, with occasional release at the discretion of my keyholder is a different story though. Giving up so much control without being bound is quite an experience for a sub. When the boy I had locked started giving me orders, I wasn’t really sure what to think. I hadn’t seen this Dominant side of him before. Then the orders got more stern and they took hold of my submissive side. Eventually, I found myself agreeing to give him control of my cage and the dick inside of it for the immediate future. I’m still nervous about all of this, but I’m also very excited to see where it goes.

More on my time at IML coming soon!

2 comments:

TFG said...

Interesting story. I hadn't heard of this "Holy Trainer" before. Sounds great, but I worry that it wouldn't work for me... my balls are very small, and often have a hard time going through rings. Have any idea if it would still work if that were the case?

boundand said...

I'm not sure. Have you taken a look at their website? I have a number of pictures of the device on if you'd like to see how it fits and hangs.